Natalia Alba

Welcome Ascending Souls! I AM grateful to share this Ascension path of soul remembrance and Divine Love with you all my Beloved Ones. A journey, from duality to unity, a journey to transcend matter through Spirit, as Ascension is nothing but the descension of our soul into our Human being. I honor and thank you all for sharing this sacred space with me!

Claim your power and Divine sovereignty by affirming: I AM a Cosmic Traveler navigating the entire Universe in an endless path of Soul remembrance and selfless assistance to others. And so are You ~ I AM a Starseed Soul, a Spark of the Divine, a free being always expressing my Truth with integrity and Love ~ I AM the creator of my life experience. I AM the Fountain of Love and limitless resources of my physical world. And so are You


sábado, 7 de julio de 2018

New Moon Partial Solar Eclipse in Cancer, July 12/13, 2018 ~ Feminine & Masculine Wound Integration

“Oh what a wonderful soul so bright inside you. Got power to heal the sun’s broken heart, power to restore the moon’s vision too.” 

Beloved Light Emissaries, 

The path to conscious evolution, from a total state of amnesia, into a free sovereign being, is not an easy one, for it is filled with many challenges - opportunities - that trigger the inner shift required for us to regain a higher level of consciousness, remembering, again, our true nature and human purpose. At this time, in the midst of this intense passage, we are blessed with the proper frequencies for us to focus in the necessary healing we shall create for our unique journey. 

The New Moon’s Solar Eclipse at 20 degrees Cancer, sets the perfect climate for the ones who are dealing with maternal issues, sexual traumas and everything that has to deal with integrating wounds and polarity. This passage will last until 2020, for the majority of the Eclipses until this year, will occur in Cancer and Capricorn, which gives us the perfect frequency for us to work on balancing the feminine and the masculine. For as you know, Cancer represents the feminine, the caretaker and the mother figure. While Capricorn, on the contrary, represents the masculine, the protector, the one who manifests and the one who makes what the feminine births, tangible.

At a planetary level, the Eclipse opposes Pluto, which is retrograde. On the contrary of what traditional astrology says, I do not consider this aspect as a curse, but as an opportunity, for this is precisely the alignment that triggers the necessary inner crisis required, for us to become aware of our wounds and finally look our deepest fears and pains in the face and embrace them. Pluto's energy is the one that pushes us to the limit and make us, whether we want it or not, confront and transform our shadows and dissolve what the human self cannot understand and hence, denies. 

At the New Moon time we also have two powerful Grand Trines in our Heavens. One in Earth and another one in Water signs. This is what sets the tone of this Eclipse, for it also gives us the chance of creating a great transformation and harmony between our emotions and the importance of being practical too, and between creating a balance in our earthly and spiritual sides, helping us being grounded, so we can make our ethereal creations, tangible, in the physical.

Healing sexual traumas 

The New Moon’s Solar Eclipse in Cancer not only has a feminine essence but also a masculine one coming from the Grand Trine in Earth signs as well as the remaining influence of the past Moon in Capricorn. As we also have Venus in a trine with both Uranus and Saturn, during the New Moon, this is where we go beyond the astrological meaning of Moons and Eclipses of simply dissolving an aspect of our lower self and/or physical life and communing with these frequencies, for what we call energies or light waves, are not just mere energies being poured into us, but pure Divine Intelligence, liquid light, which is pure consciousness and which goes to where it is appreciated and consciously invited.

If we work with the essence of this Eclipse we can begin to heal sexual, gender, and many emotional other traumas that come when we still possess imbalances in one of our feminine/masculine sides as well as when we have been deeply damaged by other's acts, as abuses, or society, for example, when certain unconscious individuals try to discriminate against those who possess different sexual proclivities. 

This is a passage for us all to work with the deprogramming of the sexual indoctrination that for eons have been inculcated to us, for this is where all begins, by healing the many programs that tell us that we can only love the opposite sex, that we must live under the gender we have been born and many other negative agendas and manipulative tactics. 

There are many, even in the spiritual community, so to say, and this is perfectly fine, who still see this as something that can be healed, or that is not a part of a enlightened being, as well as the ones who think that twin souls can only be born in opposite sexes. Whilst I am not entering discussions, my intention is one of spreading equality as well as the compassion that we, as ascending souls, must hold for everyone no matter what their personal paths and choices are, for all serve in ways we cannot imagine, from our limited human perspective.

The imposters or negative agenda infiltrated within our mental body, by many mind control tactics, that only if we behave and are in a certain way, we are pure and normal beings, when the truth is that it is precisely diversity that allows us to learn, evolve and expand. It is now time to heal the core of the many sexual traumas in many people and the many abuses suffered that even if we try to bury them, they are still hurting some fragments of our soul that are still in pain.

The unconscious abuses, not just sexual ones, and even physical, that many of us have experienced, go deeper than certain physical traumatic situations, for these memories reside in our cells impeding us to free ourselves from what we are not even conscious of. The true balance between the feminine and the masculine in my humble opinion and according to the guidance I receive, which I completely trust after years of consciously working on it, has nothing to do with what we were taught about sex and sexual  tendencies.

The first and most important reunion shall be the one we must have with our own selves, for if we do not work on hieros gamos - inner synthesis - we cannot hold the proper balance required for us to maintain a balanced relationship, which is what is still happening. We have been programmed to get attached to other people, especially to our partners, we have been manipulated to believe they complete us and if we are not in a Divine reunion, we are not whole, and in my opinion, this continues within the so-called twin flames communities, for it is something I see that continues to be fed, and it is the main cause of self-disempowerment amongst many other delusions.

To be able to heal what once was distorted apart from the many abusive experiences we may have had, first we need to break the barriers we once created within our hearts that keep painful memories buried deep within our being, keeping us from experiencing the relief and calmness of true healing. The second step is to leave behind the role of victim, which is also an imposed one, to try to disempower the person who suffered abuse and hence, taking for granted that the person is weak and hopeless to become whole and healed, again. 

Ceasing to blame the masculine, due to an excess of feminine essence, which leads to feeling overwhelmed by our own emotions,  creating unnecessary dramas and manipulative tactics, is vital when we are trying to heal past old wounds, for we will always blame the masculine in every situation and/or relationship, for what once happened to us. This also goes for blaming negative agendas and others. Focusing on self-love and healing, is pivotal to stop feeding these unconscious people as well as to regain full control of the self and sovereignty.

This is a very delicate topic, and of course, these abuses must be followed by medical and/or other therapeutic assistance, I am always sharing about the deeper perspective of these traumatic experiences, that many of us have suffered, from a non-physical perspective, where all originates. 

The feminine/masculine collective wound will only be released as we keep expanding in consciousness, leaving behind the old patriarchal society, in which, tiranny used to be the norm for both women and men. Sexual, mental, emotional and gender enslavery will cease when we all take the conscious decision to unprogram ourselves and begin to live without fear, embracing love and using compassion as our main tool of healing instead of victimhood. 

As the Planet regains its lost feminine essence, where the values of self-love, respect and tolerance with one another are the main Laws, our main mission, as conscious, and loving beings, is to practice unconditional love, with ourselves and All, and spread non-judgement where others sow fears and separation. For we did not come here to fix and/or change anything but to naturally stand firm in our light, for this light is enough to shift all that has been distorted and shadowed by those who work for the dark forces. 

Note: Please, understand when I say at the beginning re: healing traumas of gender - I am not by any means saying people must heal how they feel with the gender they have born into but do not resonate with. On the contrary, I am referring to the ones who traumatize others for how they feel in their bodies, abusing them and hence, causing them traumatic wounds  which are hard to heal. 

Transitional phases

This is a very important phase that begins with the Full Moon in Capricorn, which had the honor of introducing this new passage, where many will create profound change in their lives, for even though we all are evolving, we all have our micro cycles and there are many who will benefit from the frequency of this Eclipse, and some of its alignments - as it is Saturn trine Uranus - to transform their lives.

For the ones who are passing through a personal transitional phase, where guidance seems to be lost, and where sometimes one feels hopeless and without direction, remember Beloveds, patience as well as trust in the Divine, in your own God Self who orchestrated your human journey in a perfect way, and surrendering to what Is, at this moment, is what will prevent you from decaying in lower states of being.

I understand when one sees only darkness one does not believe things will improve, focusing only in how they are going to change when most of the times they cannot. Once this occurs, the only thing we can really shift is how we feel inside, for even though it can see useless for the human self, is what will begin to trigger the change we desire to see, in our physical reality.

There are moments when not seeing the ending of a situation can make us fall into a sleepy state of being, again. Therefore, it is so important to work on ourselves, to have faith when all seems lost for the human, for faith is not about having it when all is going well according to our human desires but in keeping faith, even though things are not going in the desired direction. 

The ending is the beginning. However, when one does not know how long this ending will last, desperation tends to arrive and stays for a while. Embrace whatever feelings come, without dwelling in them, rise through all your human feelings and envision from a higher perspective what is truly happening, for behind what we see as chaotic, there is always a blessing, in disguise.

During our personal transition, what often occurs is that we are finally ready to embody a higher level of consciousness, and this takes time, and inner work. The more we resist - or lower our frequency - by becoming resistant to release old wounds and painful emotions or properly deal with them, the more we will be impeding this new state of being to be fully descended to us.

When we are in this phase of dissolving more old layers of our lower self, many complain they have lost their intuition or simply they are no longer in contact with their guides. Please, remember, as you well know, even though sometimes we tend to forget, as humans, we are never hopeless or without guidance, mainly because our Unified, or Higher, Self is always One with us and our main guide of all.

Our sense of disconnection comes from navigating in different states of being, nothing to do with our guides abandoning us, what occurs is a temporal recalibration or adjustment of our higher senses and during this phase we pass through a period in which we simply need to trust and have faith and let it all go, knowing we are being protected and guided, even though our human senses are not yet ready to embody this new state of being.

Another reason is that when we are ready to take another step in our personal journey, we overcome fears, dissolve shadows and old wounds, and hence, what we need is a new team of guides, for we are ready to learn and/or remember higher Truths. Then, there is a period of a few days in which our guides never leave us but they are welcoming the new ones and sharing the work they have done with us and where we are for them to know. Remember that these beings we consider highly evolved beings, are also evolving and learning through this eternal spiral and for them, guiding us, is their mission too.

Be compassionate with where you are, seeing not all that is yet to be done, but all you have achieved. You have been dwelling in the shadows for longer than you even remember, for your human self may have darkened these painful memories. You have overcome many challenges that were once impossible for you to face.

Choose to remember how strong you really are. Choose to remember where you used to be and where you are heading now. Choose to see the light you are, even though you continue embracing your shadows, knowing they are lost fragments of you which need to be embraced, instead of refused.

If you are passing through a similar personal phase, you know, you already have been there before, it will pass, and once it passes, you will realize it was for your highest good and that where you are now is thanks to where you once were. 

Cellular transformation & Self- nurturance

The alteration that our bodies are experiencing, during their transformation into crystalline beings, even if barely perceptible to the human eye, is highly significant. During the Eclipse season our bodies are going to be constantly releasing, whilst they also integrate, at an accelerate rate, these new cosmic waves. 

It is pivotal that during this process we work on the regeneration of our body cells, which are releasing many old memories/programs and become our own caretaker, for our bodies are passing through a deep cleansing process and we need to be supportive rather than passive. When we do not consciously work on helping our body cells regain its lost purity back, our cells tend to program themselves wrongly, and then it is when deseases surface, for our cells are acting against their natural behaviour. 

Resting, drinking pure water, and all your body asks you, will help in this process. As you keep integrating, you will realize how your body will cease asking you for dense foods and your diet, as well as your body,  will also become more lightly.

As I shared before, there are many who will be experiencing depressive periods, for they are passing through a profound transformation. All the feelings of being alone, not understood, feeling unworthy, all the things you consider as being "wrong" ir even "sins", especially, as in my case, if you were raised in certain religions where this belief is deeply implanted to you. 

All this darkness will be back once you begin the process of cellular transformation. When this occurs only communing with your God Self and seeing this natural process from a higher perspective, rather than from a human one, will help you to step out of this dark phase that we all experience, at some point.

You are not just releasing this present lifetime of yours. You are not just dissolving past wounds and old patterns. You are also releasing many lifetimes of mental slavery/control, and not just from this present individualized body you inhabit, in this lifetime, but from all your ancestors, for even though some came here for the first time, we cannot escape from our human heritage and all we need to release until we can finally let it all go and begin to pass from a denser body into a lighter one.

For the starseed souls and sovereign souls who descended from the Illumined Realms, this process at some point will be a natural one, for it is already planned by their God Self that at a certain time of their human journey, their bodies will wake. Some of these beings are programmed, so to say, to awake their DNA when their human aspect is ready, to begin the process of DNA reconnection. For their star families also placed, eons ego the certain codes for them to not just awake but to descend the ancient wisdom that their DNA holds.

For the New Earth Seeds, the native souls from Earth, this process will begin by conscious inner work, for they have never been awake, and they shall desire this process. For these souls the process will be more challenging for they have within memories from eons when they began their incarnations and all of them must be released. This does not mean these souls are less precious or will not ascend as the others, it is simply a different choice within creation. We are all equals, there is only one Home and there is no one better or more special than the other.

The cellular transformation required for us to become crystalline beings, implies many physical changes, for we are not just shifting to light beings but our physical bodies, especially our heart, is synchronizing with the heart of Earth. There is a lot occurring within ourselves and as everyone is unique I can only share the many sensations experienced by many at this time, which are the natural transition our bodies are having:
  • Nervous system affected - as it is the one that distributes the light/energies into the body. 
  • Headaches
  • Seventh chakra sensations - vibration etc.
  • Spine pain
  • Sensitivity to noises and certain environments that are no longer in resonance.
  • An increase of out-of-body experiences.
There are also other physical changes as for example changing residence, for our soul will lead us to the frequency that best resonates with our bodies and with our human lifestyle between many others that will naturally happen, when we finally begin to transform not just our bodies but our human lives. 

The most important, is to always remain into the Illumined Essence, and loving Presence, of our God Self, knowing that we are, always, protected, loved and appreciated within Creation. Remember beloveds, DNA reconnection is not a one-day process, and if we are willing to enrol on this personal transformation, first we need to shift our feelings, thoughts and all the 3D habits and beliefs that are embedded deep within our core and that are so unconscious that sometimes it takes a lifetime to wake to all of them.

Therefore, be loving toward yourself, be compassionate and kind, as you will be with a child who is new to a human realm and needs assistance and someone who shows him/her understanding. Love All but create the boundaries that allow you to continue with your unique evolutionary process. We are not here to reject what we call darkness, for we will not be the LoveLight beings that we say we are, but to integrate this darkness and move on from 3D labels, remembering all is equally loved within Creation.

I wish you all a blessed, nurturing and magical Eclipse, Beloved Companions!

In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba

viernes, 29 de junio de 2018

The Energies of July 2018 ~ The Rise and Fall of a Cycle

“In nothingness, there is everything, energy. The ending is a beginning.”

Jiddu Krishnamurti

Beloved Light Emissaries,

We are heading into one of the most intense months of the year. July's frequency is a perfect representation of the year of acceleration that we are all experiencing, in our unique way. This is a year in which the ascending souls have consciously chosen to absorb and utilize these new galactic waves, to speed up our body's crystallization process, something that the energies of July will help us with, as we end June with a powerful earthly Full Moon in Capricorn, where all starts, and begins July with two potent Eclipses between many other frequencies coming from outside our micro planetary system.

July is a month, in which, we will pass from the loving frequencies of June - that soothed us  - to continue with our integration process and cellular rejuvenation, to regain the subsequent balance required, within and in our relationsips, to this new month of July, whose main frequency was about regaining balance, within and in our relationships. 

For some, this period will be about seeking karmic completion, for as the 9 frequency of July reminds us, there are always many cycles to close, for we all have our own micro cycles to fulfil - when we finally integrate the knowledge they brought to us. For others, this new month will be still focus on cellular clearing, as they keep descending more Light from their I AM Presence. 

July is a month to release, create change and keep freeing ourselves from what is still enslaving us, for the human mind will always create more limitations and our human egoic self will always find a way to convince us of how small and inadequate we are. It is all about continually choosing to empower ourselves and clearing the negative ego instead of falling into its old traps that will lead us into the same old repetitive results. 

Completion of a cycle

As you are aware this year is being one of profound physical transformation in our evolutionary path, that - even though can be challenging - is assisting us to become the LoveLight beings, that we, in Essence, truly are. During this intense year we are having many different passages, although all of them equally intense, and little time to rest, after all these galactic waves. However June provided us with an interval to rejuvenate.

In July we are going to be fully immersed within a passage in which clearing old timelines and micro personal cycles is vital for liberating ourselves of repetitive patterns into our human experience, and conclude a cycle of our human experience. There are many who are having a challenging time, as they continue their process of regeneration and DNA reconnection, for they are repeating many old patterns, not because they are doing anything wrong or because anything from outside is punishing them but because they need to first clear what once they created and that is still active.

To dissolve old worlds/timelines, first we need to understand that every single thought and feeling - if infused enough with intention - creates many timelines or possibilities that are already existing. If we continue infusing with our intention some of those long enough, we will bring them into our present timeline. Therefore, we must begin by removing old memories and old scenarios completely by not feeding them anymore, so they vanish instead of becoming stronger. This inner work should also include DNA reconnection and cellular clearing, for this is where implanted memories also reside. 

There are many who are now experiencing a total transformation in their lives, for they  are repeating, even they do not understand why, what seems old situations and or/patterns in relationships. I understand this can seem as if you were not experiencing evolution in your human path. I also understand that you may feel as if you were not creating properly your reality.

However, try to become the witness of what you are experiencing, and you will realize that this is how evolution occurs, not by continually navigating in the wave, but also experiencing the down periods, for they are the only ones that provide us with the opportunities to overcome and finally heal past traumas and free another aspect of ourselves that were fragmented and living in pain.

If you are experiencing something of the above, remember that this does not mean you are not ascending, on the contrary, it means you are ready to release an old pattern, one that can only make you aware of its existence, if it appears, again, in your reality. In the moment we set the conscious intention of evolving, our Unified Self, triggers a series of events, situations and soul encounters required for us to become aware of what we need to heal - and clear - before we can hold a higher frequency and begin to descend more light from our I AM Presence. 

When this occurs, it is a blessing in disguise, it is not a sign that you are not evolving but an opportunity your God Self provides you, when you have the strength enough, to face this pattern and finally release it. It is only after doing so, that true liberation comes and that one can embrace a higher level of consciousness.for even if we experience a challenging time, all is taking us to where we truly desire to be. 

These are some tools that will help you, if you are in this phase, to become whole, and to bring all the aspects of you that are in pain in your present individualized self, and hence timeline, and heal past wounds and old memories:
  • Soul retrieval
  • Past life activation - when one has done the previous one and is finally ready to activate/retrieve past gifts from past/parallel selves.
  • Clear genetic records
  • Clear soul contracts and attachments
  • Clear negative ego
  • Polarity integration
These are just some of the many techniques that shall be done when we are in a process of conscious releasing, for there are many who work just with their mental and/or emotional bodies, but do not work with genetic recoding, or vice versa, and the combination of all is essential for the dissolution of these old patterns. 

Earth’s subterranean transmissions

At present, due to Earth’s ascension, there are many changes occurring within Earth’s fabrics that are affecting us all, not just Gaia, for as you know, even though our Planet is a living organism on its own, we all are deeply connected to it, functioning as One. As our Beloved Gaia continues embodying its crystalline essence, a well as we do it too, it is vital that the ones whose mission is connected to the Earth’s grids serve as conduits for the reconnection of the Earth with its crystalline original structure. 

Many of you, as I am too, are only or more familiar with stellar transmissions, for your connection with your star family is deep and it can be part of your soul contract to bring this cosmic information for All. However, Earth - another beautiful star shining within Creation - has also many precious messages to give us, when we are ready to listen. We may once dwell in the stars, but now, in this moment, the only one that exists, we are of the Earth too and it is here where our cosmic wisdom shall be descended. 

As I share many times, I also work with subterranean beings, hybrids and other beings who live underground (Montserrat, Barcelona, Spain, where one of the Earth’s crystal resides) who work closely with Arcturians, for they are also being of great assistance to Earth. I have been informed, as many of you who work closely with Earth, that the crystal that resides in the Earth’s core is beginning to shift as Earth continues its own ascension process. As a result of this, everything else on Earth is shifting, from the weather to the Earth’s temeprature etc. and this is why for many of us are experiencing may physical sensations due to our connection with Earth, and our deep sensitivity.

This year, and especially this month of July, is going to be very intense, for our bodies are adjusting swiftly to both the cosmic waves received due to our new dimensional space, and from the Earth’s new frequency. This is why resting is pivotal to allow our bodies to embody, in their unique ways, these new light and let them heal, as our body cells continue their process of regeneration. 

When we push our bodies to do more the body will let us know, in several ways, that it is not ready. Then we must shift our human perception of thinking that rest means "doing nothing" and remember that the more we do what the body needs, the more we are helping it to evolve, unlike our human self may think.

Some of the many physical sensations from this Earth’s shift that are common, at this time, are:
  • Heart palpitations
  • High/low blood pressure
  • Dizziness
  • Fatigue
  • Spasms in the spine 
According to the beings I co-create with, our Planet is beginning to open, again, the interdimensional channels  that connect Earth with other stellar portals and many dimensions that once served as intergalactic channels for communication. At this time, many whose main mission is to bring back the lost cosmic knowledge will begin to receive more wisdom about other dimensions that have been closed, so to speak, to us for eons.

As Earth keeps evolving and embodying its crystalline body, the opportunity for us to connect with it and begin to reawaken our Earth’s history memories, is there for all who feel guided to know, from within, instead from outer resources, the true story of our Planet, after all the manipulation it suffered, and hence, the lack of information or real one, that were offered to us.

During this month in which our bodies are going to experience a profound change, it is essential that we feed our bodies with lightly food, and drink plenty of pure water to allow our body conduits to integrate this new wave and allow the light to fully flow. If we read, but then we keep staying in the familiarity of old habits, then we are not truly bringing this change in the physical, for ascension is not a mental concept but something we descend into the physical, where true change can occur. 

There are many challenges that, as always, are just opportunities for us to keep choosing the path of Divine Love and assistance that we came here to walk. Remember to stay in the Illumined Essence of your God Self when these challenges or other people and situations that our human self consider "negative" or of being of a lower frequency test you, for they are all helping you to regain your power and step out of what is not in resonance with your true soul path. 

Planetary alignments 

We begin July, and end June, for in truth, there are no beginnings or endings, as all is always connected, with an earthly Full Moon at 6 degrees Capricorn. A Moon that introduces the energies of July, and whose conjunction to Saturn retrograde, helps us take responsibility for all we have created or are giving birth to, at this time, and see the the manifestation we do no longer desire to repeat as well as the ones we would like to bring into fruition. 

From a planetary view, this Moon not only affects the materialization of our soul desires, due to Capricorn's Earth Yang, but goes deeper and is helping our Planet integrate - this light into the earth body - descending into her core the crystalline frequencies that are bringing this profound transformation within our Planet. Currently, grid-workers and stabilizers are assisting Gaia to connect with these crystalline frequencies to repair the earth grids and restore the original connection. 

From a human perspective, the Moon in Capricorn, as many share, in my humble  view, is not one to feel guilty and sad - just because Saturn is retrograde - about the things we have created that were not aligned with our God Self. On the contrary, this Moon is in a trine with Uranus, the Bringer of Change, and helps us dissolve those timelines we are not in resonance with and bring the healing, and change, that will help us move on from repetitive old patterns and begin to create what we desire, from an empowered and conscious space. 

As another confirmation for us to let go of everything that is not serving our higher purpose,  until we create the inner space to allow this New Light to invade our entire being, is the Universal 9 number that July holds. As I always say, we are forever ending/beginning anew within this eternal cosmic spiral, and number 9 is the conclusion, but also the new beginning, that we are experiencing. This is the end of a micro or personal cycle, and with it, the necessary "loss" that shall come, if we truly desire to expand and reinvent ourselves. 

In Tarot number 9 is represented by the Hermit, which reminds us to be wise, move inward and like the Hermit, focus on our inner light - Truth -  to walk among the shadows until we reach the new shore, using only our inner Light as the only compass to navigate through our current reality, for we need nothing more to be able to discern which way is aligned with our God Self and which one does not serve us any longer. And even if the path of solitude is not always easy, it is essential to listen to our inner guidance, before stepping into a new timeline, in which, we already have a higher aspect of us dwelling in it. 

We begin July by having Chiron, the so call Wounded Healer, which I prefer to call Cosmic Healer, turning retrograde on July 5. As you may already know, I have left the limited view of retrograde periods behind, long ago. For not only is this just an illusion we have from Earth but when we truly step out of the 3D perspective of how retrogrades affect us or not,  it is when we begin to realize that they have never done anything to us. These Planets are just evolving as we are too, without interfering in anyone's journey.

Chiron's essence is one of going within and looking deeper at the wounds/aspects of ourselves that we try so hard to hide but are still dwelling, in pain, within us. When we consciously desire to align with the frequency of a certain Planet, star or asteroid, if well directed we can connect with the consciousness of this certain stellar body and integrate its healing frequency to assist us in dissolving what is still fragmented and that is not allowing us to experience our true soul path and potential. 

On July 9, Venus, our Twin Planet, the Planet of Love and Abundance, will enter Virgo. Venus in Virgo will remind us that true enlightenment comes when we practice devotion and conscious interaction with All. If we do not spread all the love that we are, if we do not use our precious Life Force to  be compassionate to others and to be of selfless assistance, then we are yet moved by our egoic desires, which is something we all must experience in this human journey, however, our destination, even though there is never a final one, within this eternal spiral of conscious evolution,  is to serve All, which has nothing to do with self-sacrifice. 

The next day, on July 9, Jupiter, the Planet of Expansion, turns direct, again. This is a wonderful time for introspection, as Jupiter resides in Scorpio and reflect on our soul desires. A time to expand on our feelings, emotionally, and embrace all of them as equals, remembering that this is where true healing and expansion begins, from loving all of who we are and create the inner synthesis that will help us create a balance reality. 

Jupiter in Scorpio reminds us that creation and the subsequent expansion, not only occur in the outside but that begins within by knowing and healing ourselves, for the wisdom and worlds we are so eager to search outside, are within and it is pivotal that while we walk in this human plane, where all the importance seems to be on the tangible, we take some time to remember from where all we see emerges. 

On July 12, we will welcome the first of the Eclipses, a New Moon Partial Solar Eclipse at 20 degrees Cancer. This Loving Eclipse is going to be mainly influenced by the Sun opposite Pluto, which is retrograde. This Eclipse will be a catalyst for profound change, for it will provoke an inner call, that some will name as crisis, that will be what will trigger the change that we truly desire to make but that our lower self is still reticent to put into practice, for it fears change and the freedom that comes from it.

As we have on July 16, Uranus semi-sextile Chiron, it will bring us the deep healing we need, during this time of inner transformation, if we are willing to confront what limits us and are open to experience true liberation. The process of self-healing and release, never ends, for every time we embody a higher level of consciousness, we must dismiss certain beliefs that are no longer aligned with a Higher one and so on, for our journey toward Source must be combined with the constant release of our old self and its half-truths and limitations.

I understand these planetary aspects will be taken by many as chaotic ones. As always, energies simply are, and it is important to see beyond any human labels and illusions the true essence of these planetary forces to be able to embody them without any human interpretation, herein lies the difference between allowing ourselves to be governed by outer forces or by our own sovereign selves. 

On July 22, the Sun will enter Leo and on the next day we have Mercury turning retrograde. As you well know I no longer choose to create in my reality the illusion of Mercury being retrograde, for to be honest, when I totally released this limited belief, all I have been experiencing for years, has been expansion and freedom, so in my reality it does not affect me, for I chose to liberate myself of this 3D belief. As I act with integrity, I will not focus on something that for me, is a collective created belief, and hence, will be real for some, even though it is not at all.

With the Sun in Leo we can embody this fiery essence to empower ourselves and to express our hearts by standing firm in who we are and by expressing our unique Divine Spark. As always, Leo's essence simply Is, this energy by itself is not positive or negative - it is what we decide to do with it. If we direct this frequency properly, we could be courageous and bold in following our own path. On the contrary, an excess of this fiery frequency could lead us into arrogance, which is why balance is the key, as always, to be able to discern for ourselves if we are using these energies for self-empowerment or just for our egoic desires to feel superior. 

Finally, on July 27, we have another Eclipse, a Full Moon Total Lunar Eclipse at 4 degrees Aquarius. Aquarius, a fixed sign that even if belongs to the element Air, it is represented by the Water Bearer, as a reminder that He also flows with freedom and adapts to change as water does. Aquarius is ruled by Saturn and Uranus, and it is precisely the combination of these two Planets which makes of Aquarius the perfect visionary that He is. 

The eclipse will also trigger within us everything we have been working on throughout the summer, especially as it occurs in the fixed sign of Aquarius. Are we finally liberated of what used to enslave us? Have we utilised these powerful energies to burn old bridges that connect us with our past? Or are we still attached to an old reality, manifesting the same old situations that impede us in fully being in our power and manifesting what we truly desire? To dissolve what we see in our physical reality that does not resonate with who we are now, first we must go within, from which everything originated, and remove our own limited beliefs as they keep projecting in the outer what is still polarized inside.

This Full Moon Penumbral Eclipse will help you to break free from everything that keeps you separated from all you wish to experience in your life - abundance, authentic relationships within Divine Love and all that your human self is separating. Remember love includes not excludes, love integrates and unifies. 

Ask yourself if you are becoming the love that you truly are in Essence, that heals and sees All things/beings with compassion and equality, of if you are still choosing to resist embracing this truth and breaking free from old human attachments that keep you under the illusion that you can own other people and things, instead of setting them free and welcome new situations and souls that truly are meant to share your path.

This is a month for complete surrender. As humans, we are not able to clearly envision what is happening at a deeper level, in our human path. When we face challenges, it is vital to step outside our limited human view of what we think is occurring, for only by doing this can we allow our God Self to take care of the current situation and resolve it, in the best possible way - not just for ourselves but for All.

Life is a constant dance between embracing and letting go. We rise only because first we fall and vice versa. There is nothing wrong in the fall phases we experience, for what seems chaotic for the human, may be just a new beginning. When we are about to leave a relationship, we may think we are losing someone and that this is the end. But is it the end or the beginning of personal freedom? Is it the end or are you aligning with who you truly are, drawing in the new souls that are meant to touch your path, at this time? The same occurs when we lose our jobs. Is it the end or the beginning of what we truly came here to do? 

For those experiencing attacks from dark forces, I do know how it feels. However, every encounter or situation we still feel as negative, is not telling anything about others, but about ourselves and how we react. Some may feel tired, sad and not knowing how to manage the situation, others ask themselves: And what if this is showing me my strength and how to master and protect myself?

Your perception makes the difference to see the seed or the chaos, to empower or to diminish yourself. Your strength - where you put your intention and power - will determine what you do in the moments where you are challenged beyond human logic. It is then when you can embrace your true potential and become the sovereign being of your own human experience, rising above limitation, or choose to fall and stay small, allowing others to govern your life. 

In the end, it does not matter what you choose, for at Divine Time you will remember your true purpose - why you decided to come to this realm, which is not to serve and self-sacrifice, but to be free and be the love that you are, for All. 

I wish you all a blessed, loving and resting July, Beloveds!

In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba